PREDICTIONS,MADNESS,PROPHECIES
IS THE PREDICTOR A MESSENGER?
The conspiracy theory
When I was in my teens, I was feeling that I don't belong to this earth. I was feeling persecuted. I thought I had a very important role, and, of course, I was a messenger.
That is a Bible concept. So I saw myself as being a messenger or having a special function. I still have all these feelings but now adjusted and covered from my friends and surronding to try to go on with my practical everyday life.
I had an imaginary woman in my thoughts that I spoke to every time I was alone or in distress.
She was the one that was feeding me with the messages.
I had this feeling of persecution. I had the idea that some of the people saw me as an Alien or at least not a normal human. I saw it in terms of there being supporters, but also many who will stir at me and begin to talk about my presence, and so I would think that if I was put apart, it would beto stop me from being the Messenger.
I still have the same conspiracy feelings and every time something I do is opposed or stopped by others I will see it as conspiracy.
I had in mind that groups of people are into this thing and that I was the one to be shut down.
I KNOW THAT I WILL RECEIVE A MESSAGE FROM ABOVE. I will get a divine revelation by seeing something that would appear.
I don't make actions for free in my life
Every action every word I speak is a calculated message from Above
My life has one purpose: make others hear and see.
What?
For me, coincidences , small or great are messages from heaven.
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